Truth Of Ser Medieval

Hello! My name is Latrell, also known as Ser Medieval online. Recently I posted a video in addition to this gofundme because I had reached a very dark point during this pandemic that made me realize I had to change the way I was operating my own life. Like in the video, I talk about how I come from a very difficult household.

Growing up it wasn't really looked kindly on to open up and talk about your feelings or show any form of negative emotion toward your family or talk about any negative emotions with any of them. My father left the picture when I was very young and as far as I know he's still living in California, because of this it was very hard for me to open up to anyone about my emotions or ask for help.

And at some point during my childhood I found that I was able to express myself and enjoy life again through gaming. I'm sure many gamers can relate to that and it also made it much easier for me to deal with one of the major medical issues I was diagnosed with at a young age - migraine headaches. 

This was the type of thing that put a big hinderance on things I wanted to do in life but I was still able to push through because of how efficient I became at hiding emotions and powering through the pain. Somewhere along the line I was introduced to content creation, making videos became my absolute passion. At first this was something I failed at over and over again, but over time as I began to put more effort into it and research, I started to find myself attracting people that enjoyed the content I made and wanted more of it. 

This was a form of acceptance I had never received growing up, I never had someone tell me they were proud of me or give me a hug after an accomplishment, this honestly was my only way of getting that and no matter how difficult it became or what obstacles I had to jump through, I loved doing it. And I still do. I feel that I have a lot more to give, despite the issues that I talk about in this video I feel that if I'm given this chance to keep going, I can push myself to do everything I have left to pay it back and deliver some more of the content I already have on my youtube channel and more.

In the past few months as a content creator I've grown exponentially in my knowledge of this field and the audience that surrounds me, and for that I'm extremely and eternally grateful. I don't want this story to be over yet. And I don't want this disease to get in the way of that in the slightest. It triggers not only in moments of more than slight stress, but also when I even walk in sunlight for more than 30 seconds or am even sitting in a car. But still I don't want it to define me.

What I'd use the money for - at this point strictly for any bills and debt that I need to pay while working on furthering my Youtube career in addition to any fees I need to pay for doing that, I'm going to try my best to improve the way I do things and start releasing more content & streaming for the games I had been planning to and other ones. And then when the game we have a lot of hope for comes out, I'm going to try and pour all that I can into it and hope that it works out. This is all that I know how to do and I'd very much like to keep doing it for you folks, if I can.

Not sure what else I can say other than thank you very much for your time, I appreciate you reading and I hope that you have a good night or day.

Ser Medieval