Kim's cancer battle.

Im a 31 year old mother of four. My youngest child is three and my oldest is 11. I've been diagnosed with cervical cancer and as a mother i am terrified of dying and leaving my kids behind. Being told you have cancer is soul destroying. A part of me died inside when i was told of my diagnosis. A million thoughts rushed through my head, Mostly about death and how im not ready to leave my kids behind. Im desperate to kill this cancer before it kills me but unfortunately i don't have the kind of money that this alternative treatment will cost. Im trying to raise money for alternative cancer treatment (RSO) to help shrink my cancer and also to make my life with cancer a little bit easier. If you can find it in your heart to help me, a young mother with young kids I'd be eternally grateful. I just want to live as long as i can for my kids. Im so scared of dying and leaving my babies behind. If you can't donate please can you share. If i raise more than originally asked for I'll do fun things with the kids. Make memories while im still around. We've never been on holiday so i would put money towards a weekend trip. Its so important to make memories with the kids while they still have me