I was told to start this by a friend.. I’m hoping this helps I really want to go home for a trip to get my mind off of my diagnosis for a bit and meet with loved ones and friends... help me out peeps!! Love u all so much I really want to go to the cape!! 
My Dr.’s said they are going to “keep me comfortable” for the next few years. There is no cure for stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. That means I need to live life to the fullest before I die. First of all, I’m going to try to prolong my life as much as possible by eating healthy, trying to remain positive and to have fun and enjoy each moment. I don’t feel like I’m ready to die because I’m so young but my body tells me otherwise. I’m so tired and nauseous lately, it’s hard to stay positive I feel like shit. It’s getting old this feeling of pain and I feel like I’m a burden to my family because I feel like a useless person. My memory sucks, I constantly feel like I’m going to throw up and now I need to find a job or go back to school because I’m not making enough money to pay the bills. I hope I can find a cheaper place to live soon so I’ll be able to afford to travel before I die. I want to go to Cape Cod one last time and maybe Oceanside CA. People think I’m so strong and tough, because I’ve been through a lot of shit, people assume that I can handle it all. I’m really lonely and depressed....

I’d appreciate some positive vibes or cards ♥️