Hi. I ran away from home two years ago, you probably are reading this and perhaps know my story. My "family" abused me for five years, thought I was stupid enough not to know it, and constantly controlled me, prevented me from leaving home, put tracking devices on me, gaslight me with things they quickly deny having said, etc.

I was cut off financially. All tuition was cut off, they did this to then claim they wanted to "help me get loans," but that was just to force me back into their control. They had literally zero reason to cut off loans, and lie and claim it was forced (the dean told me they deliberately, consciously cut them off, when otherwise they would have just kept paying)

They have stalked me for two years straight, even violating no contact agreements (joining orgs to demand information that can locate me, currently still happening as of July 2026).

I am doing this gofundme because I am actively looking for a job. I am applying at the very least several times per day, I am not "lazy." I am trying to survive, and I am in debt because I have been punished by abusers for trying to live my own life, transition how I wanted, live how I wanted.

This gofundme will just be for the things that cost me too much. Debt from my college, food, clothing, textbooks and similar college materials, transition costs, HRT, medications that my abuser denied me, more bedding (a complete bed for once), etc. I am trying to get a PhD, I am not an advocate of the higher education system, I just want to spite them, spite them so hard I can feel happiness, and become a librarian as well.

I also have the electrolysis gofund me, I am still planning to spend it -- I have consultation in late august for that.