Whelp, this is the dumbest thing I have ever done. BUT! It's this or no car for a very long time.

Real talk. I have $-1900 in my bank account, my credit cards are maxed, I'm not eligible for loans outside of a shark loan and not even my tax return will cover this bill. My car broke down and I got the bill today. The Fuel pump needs to be replaced and the "Engine oil filter housing gasket & Turbo Oil Feed/Return Lines". Woof

I just started a new job though! And soon here, I'll start getting paychecks. I just fear that the series of unfortunate events will eventually lead to collections agencies and drowning in fees and I'll never get out from under this no matter what my job pays.

I HATE HATE that I'm asking for money. HATE IT! I'm embarrassed and I feel I should be able to figure this out. But all angles lead to more debt and I'm already at a point where my bills exceed my income. I haven't even paid off rent yet.

If you're able at all in the economy to give even a little, I'll give a trade. I'll make you my signature bourbon peach jam, strawberry preserves, or lemon/pear jam. Your choice!

Again, I'm so sorry! I feel like this is reserved for people with real problems so excuse me dumb one