Towards publishing fees

Hi my name is Faye. I am want to raise money towards publishing my first book. I already have a contract but being a new author they have asked for a certain amount towards publishing costs. At this present time, i don`t have the funds,  but it is important to so many of my family that this book gets published, it helped me heal. My children have autisum and other issues that have affected us as a family. I want to use this book to raise awareness of many things associated with there conditions. My wider family has Huntingtons disease and we have lost so many family members.... so all dedications in the book are to honor those we lost and to make those loved ones realise how important they were to all of us. Mental health issues are so prelivant in todays society and these issues our family have gone through, affect so many others all over the world. But most of all I did it for me to get over my issues with writing and to let everyone know what ever your issues, disability, gender or colour, you matter. With so much bad happening in the world,  to make positive change for all, we find our little voice and make it heard. I am hoping my book will help many others by showing the good things. I cant say much about the book due to the legalities of contracts. But seeing my children and all the childrens faces light up when i told them they are special to me and i love and believe in them and they deserve a place in the book, it is worth swollowing my pride and asking for this help at this time. If you are able to help that would be very much appriciated But the most important goodbye in this book is my daughter Amy who i have carried a grief inside for 21 years and this is my way of finally saying goodbye and honouring her memory forever. many thanks Faye  Please be aware that I do have a weakness in punctuation and spelling. I have had this problem since childhood. I will not let it hold me back. #autism #aspergers #childcare #anxiety #newauthor #christmas #storytime #happykids #emotion #selfrecovery