Yesterday I found out my oldest son was shot down on his front porch by the hands of 3 misguided individuals that stole from me they took something from me that no amount of time can replace they stole from his daughter, mother and from a slew of family members . Hearts are broken all over the great state of N.C. our lives will never be the same I've received countless calls and messages and I appreciate everyone thoughts and prayers, today I've hidden myself because I'm out of words things are a blur and I can't find my way though the fog I thought the way was to the end of a bottle but that didn't work the pain I'm having is so unbearable. I know that I have to be strong because I have people that depend on me I'm sorry for my distance but that's all i know to do at this time love all my friends and family for there support. To my son James Lee Mellon you are missed and I love you.