Unfortunately, My life has changed in the most unexpected way anyone could have imagined. Not only have I lost my best friend of 27 yrs and husband of 15 yrs. My 5 children has lost their father, mentor, and super hero. At this time I'm not sure why this has even happened. Shavar (my husband) is a great man, and I speak in the present because he will always be with us.  Have anyone ever met that one that knows your thoughts even when you try to hide them,  can feel your heart race from across the room, will kiss your forehead in the middle of bad dream. And you wonder how did a horrible dream turn to a sweet dream in a split of a second. That someone who pushes you to be great, when your thoughts are a little off. But you never even spoken a word. That soul mate that God as made and created specifically for you. That is Shavar Mcgregor, my husband. My point of making this go fund me account to ask for your blessings. I'm going to be honest because this all I know how to do. I'm a stay at home mother and I do not have it all figured out exactly at this moment. God will show me the right way and give me the strength to keep going. I'm sure of that. My faith will lead me to the place. However I'm not sure if that will happen over night. Thank you guys for your prayers, condolences, and the time you have taken to read my story.