Please Help Me Remove This Face Tattoo!

I have a terrible tattoo on my forehead and I've had it for over 10 years. It was supposed to be a grateful dead lightning bolt but came out really awful. I was young and made a terrible decision. I've had to live my life always wearing a hat to cover it up and I'm always embarrassed of it. I would like to get it removed and move on with my life with confidence. It seems to me that people who see my tattoo judge me to be an idiot and to be truthful, I was when I got it done. I now live with my son, am trying to be a good father and would like to fix this mistake that I made so long ago. It's extremely hard to get a job with a tattoo like this and making a living is difficult. I was told the price to remove it would be about $200 per session and would require 8 to 12 sessions. Please if anyone can help me to fund the removal of this tattoo I would be forever grateful. I just want to move on with my life. Thank you all for reading this .  Much love to all of you.