Missing my kids

Hi, as some of you may know I am going through a really difficult season. Since the beginning of 2015, things haven't been working in my favor. I am in the process of a messy divorce. My wife left me at the beginning of the year while I was away at work. I came home to a completely empty home, physically and emotionally. I have not seen my kids once since they left. It has been over 115 days since the last time I laid eyes on my girls. I have no way of getting in contact with my wife to see or speak to them. As much as I wish this would be as painless as possible, going through this divorce has not only affected me and my wife, but my children as well. Unfortunately, it just keeps getting harder. Court dates have been rescheduled multiple times, and the times we have gone to court nothing has been settled yet. As of now, not only do I owe a large amount of money to my lawyer for fees, I also owe $1750 for my court fees, as well as hers, before we can go back to court. Since she is financially unstable I need to pay court fees for both of us. At a difficult time like this, I am going out of my comfort zone in asking for help. Those of you that know me well enough, you know my children are one of the most important things in my life. I am trying to do whatever it takes to get this settled so I can be with them again. I can use all the help I can get. If any of you are reluctant in helping and would like more information on what is going on first, feel free to contact me personally and I will be open with you. Thank you in advance to all of you willing to listen and help me out. Love you guys