Deposit on a new Apartment

Hello, my name is Danny. You also know me as Hater115. I used to run SCLeaks, then Star Citizen Leaks, then Pipeline. Over the past few years I've lived alone in one of the more expensive cities in the US due to "Traumatic Family Issues" which I'd rather not get into. Because of this & the 2020 pandemic coinciding together I had to drop out of college and try to work what I can to barely afford rent in one of the more expensive cities in the country.

https://www.zumper.com/rent-research/portland-me

I have been informed they will not be renewing my lease. Due to a mixture of medical bills, cut hours, and the like - I have zero dollars in my bank account today beyond a few dollars with an additional loan to make sure I'd never need to make this post. With the lack of a lease renewal and a practical guarantee (I've asked neighbors & looked online) that I will not be receiving my deposit, when July finally comes by I will almost certainly not be able claw enough money to avoid homelessness.

Any money given will go straight into my savings for when this day comes, and anything on top of that will finally give me some breathing room from the last few months of pennypinching (My shoes have holes in them, and the bottom 4/5ths of my phone screen is shattered and non-functional (on the brightside I can use my phone with my eyes closed)). The amount I've chosen represents approximentally half of what I expect the deposit to be. I am sorry that I need to ask you all for help, but I simply cannot do this myself. My financial support system is non-existent and close friends are few and far between.