I have to say I never thought I'd be in this position, yet here we are. I'm Cheryl longan the wife of Rob for 26yrs, pretty much my entire adult life. Our two boys are 4 yrs apart and we homeschooled them both due to medical issues, needless to say we are extremely close.

That would all change on Friday April 21st. We were all busy as usual, except that night my husband went missing. He is not one to go more than an hour with some sort of communication. By the morning, there was absolutely no phone or social access. The feeling that takes over your body is undescribable. I have never wanted him to be in jail so badly, or how do you pray that your spouse just had a wreck and is in the hospital.

This agonizing hell went on for days. The first 2days I never slept, on the 3rd , maybe an hour or 2. Driving till all times of the morning and trying to seem calm and in control for my boys. Truthfully, doing more foot work than the officials on our case. Soon it would come to an abrupt and painful end, as two officers stood in my doorway and said they found the love of my life deceased. Everything went black and I hit the floor. My heart is broken and I can't begin to yet see beyond the next hour. There's so much to handle, so many people to answer and I have not a word to say.

So now I must pay for services that we never saw coming this soon. A household to now balance on my own and pray that I make him proud as I start the rest of our journey alone.

This would help give him the Home Going he deserves, and try to have some semblance of stability for our household, which is broken in more ways than I can count.

Thank you,

Cheryl, Devin, Jace, & eternally within us Robert Longan