The last thing I ever wanted to do.

Ok folks if you know me you will understand how hard and embarrassing this is for me. I need to know that I did everything I could to avoid my family experiencing a financial hardship upon my passing. While not imminent Ben Franklin put it best" By Failing to prepare, you are preparing to fail." Their comfort is worth my discomfort.

That being said what I'm trying to do is insure that I will have funds to cover my exit and help out with any unexpected bills I may incur. I am currently on SSDI which is not a lot after they take a monthly copay, support and then I can start paying my monthly bills. Rent ,phone ,car,just to start. At the end of each month my anxiety is at it's peak as I try to stay afloat till the next SSDI payment.. I do recieve Snap that gives me $24 to cover all my food expenses for a month. Crazy right? So in conclusion please only support this endeavor if you have the means, if you can afford it. I am struggling to physically survive dealing with my diagnosis and battling my situation on several fronts is becoming emotionally exhausting. If I want to win this war I have to keep a positive attitude. I'm honestly just jn search of some piece of mind, some relief. I thank you for taking the time to read this. If you would like more information please reach out to me. I will be glad to answer any and all questions. If you choose to contribute thank you for your support as it means so much to me.