Hello I can't believe I am having to write this but my daddy suddenly passed away on October the 29th and I've been in a state of shock ever since and not knowing what to do I obviously done everything backwards and I was meant do his money first but I've never done this before or had to deal with something like this due to this i am having some problems I'm struggling to get the deposit for his funeral sorted and my daddy he definitely deserve the best he worked his whole life to give me everything. Day and night even on his day off u would see him with a broom or watering can he was always there to help other he had the kindest heart I ever did no and all I want is to give him the best goodbye I no it's the worse time or year and i feel rude for even doing this but i am worried I will have to cancel again and the council will have to then take over all I want is to lay my dad to rest and say a final goodbye and give him everything he ever deserved and show him I'm finally grown up and everything he ever taught me will live on my heart is hurting and only with time it gets easier to deal with but for now it hurts deep to the core xxx