Hi my name is John. I spent most of my life supporting family and friends and students in college. My mother suffered from dementia for last 5 years of her life and I stayed up with her most nights and then worked during the day. Sadly my mum passed in 2020 which was devastating but I had to stay strong for my son. Linford was my life but became very ill and passed away in 2024. I became deeply depressed with grief and gave up working. I struggle just to leave the house. I am now on the verge of losing my house and livelihood on top of the grief it's becoming too much. I don't wNt much just a quiet life not worrying about every letter that comes. I just want to grieve and have some peace