Tara's Top Surgery

Hey guys! The names Tara and I'm Trans, raising money to have top surgery.

I suffer with body dysphoria where I need to use a binder and tape to flattern my chest all day everyday. It causes a lot of physical pain including ripped/sore skin by doing this as well as a lot of anxiety. I'm currently on testosterone who I have paid for to gain the transmasculine look I've always dreamed of.

Since I was a child I always new I was a bit different but just wanted to fit in like everyone else. I've really tried to just 'like my body' for what it is but it's so exhausting!

I understand some people may be a bit confused about my gender. I have been.

The fantasy of wishing I was actually born male with all the parts, but I wasn't.. I'm here living with all the female parts. Truth is I am trans trying to live my life with the body I was born in. But having my boobs removed to have a masculine look would be a step closer to giving myself the confidence I need which is essential for my physical and mental wellbeing! To be able to look in the mirror and take my top of would fill me with so much happiness.

This money would go towards the consultation, surgery on my chest, travel and my accommodation. I'll also have to stay of work for a long period of time to recover. 

I'm having to go private for this as due to covid-19 everything's been on hold and I'd be waiting around 5 years (possibly longer) to have all this done by the nhs which I just can't wait that long for! I've already paid privately to get my written referal from gender specialists and taking testosterone.

Which is why I really need your help! I'm really struggling to raise this much on my own and could do with any help I can get. I understand that we live in such hard times so anything big or small you can give would be much appreciated! 

Thank you for taking the time to read my story, I know I babble on so much..