Cancellers destroyed my shit again

I tabled the anarchist bookfair in Montreal for the first time since being cancelled. I knew that I was at risk of being attacked and brought friends. A masked person walked up to my table and deliberately poured coffee all over my books and zines without saying anything and then ran off. They destroyed $470 dollars worth of product. Every time I show my face in supposedly left spaces I take a risk to my personal safety. I do it anyway because it’s important and necessary for me to do the work that I do. I think it is utterly fucked that people terrorize me like this because I express opinions they don’t agree with. I am a human being. I am also a survivor with a severe trauma history and this shit fucks with my ptsd. It is scary. And yet I am the one called “harmful” despite never retaliating and never attacking anyone. I am turning toward my audience and fellow cancelled people and asking for you to have my back and help me make back the money I lost. This work is emotionally exhausting and I need community support.