Well most of you know me from my work and back home.  I’ve worked hard for many years for a company and traveled the Midwest for them.  Many stresses come with that when you’re raising a family.  With that stress can help you develop a love for something else called alcohol to help you cope with it.  I have had a problem for a long time using this as a cover to cope.  This cover breaks your mind and steals away the things you love and the things you need to do as an adult.  I’ve put myself in a position over the years to “block the stress“ and hide in a dark place but, functioning.  I lost my wife, my career as a gm and slowly losing my kids respect.  I checked in to detox and have help to re-build my life.  I am now in a position where I need help to better myself and my children.  This is the hardest thing I’ve ever posted in my life but I am asking for help.  Not only for me but most importantly my boys.  I want to love life again and make sure my boys are 1st and foremost.
Thank you everyone