Hi everyone.... I have know I’m very sick .... I’m very sorry I am scared....I’m in Manhattan trying to get a second opinion and they said they will positively have one within the week.... Chris and I fell apart... I’m all alone and would never ask but I’m desperate... I’m sorry everyone... I’m going to fight this with all my will.... it’s leukemia... thank you all for being their my whole life and any support you can find it in your heart to give.... I’m absorbing this and don’t want to talk about it right now... please and thank you