I feel sick even writing this post, I've waited almost a week to say anything. On Tuesday after I got to work, I was let go. I honestly don't have anything to say about it. Talking bad about someone else isn't going to make me better.

My main concern is my diagnosis. I've lost my insurance and my doctors are in Texas, not in Arkansas where I live. I hate asking for help, it makes me sick. I'm having a radical hysterectomy via the DaVinci system. It's my best option. It costs more than I have or what my family can help with. I know it's the holidays and everyone is already tight. Even the smallest amount will help. More than anything, please keep myself and my family in your thoughts. We'll get through this too.