Hi

Having had. breast cancer twice, chemo, radiotherapies, surgeries, the one thing that's the silver lining is having reconstruction and feeling like a woman again.

I talked in depth with my surgeon about the surgery and was very detailed about the type of reconstruction and we agreed everything.

After my surgery I woke up to find she had not done the operation that we discussed and now I am left deformed, I have been told by another surgeon it will take many operations to try to sort it out and that even then they aren't sure they can fix this. I have been left left with a deformed breast area and one leg bigger than the other after this botch bilateral pap flap surgery (the surgeon changed it to unilateral without my permission or consent)

I have been waiting 6 months already for a new consultant to sort this but I am now lacking trust with any NHS surgeon and need to get this done for my sanity and my physical well being

This has caused me so much emotional trauma, to the point I won't look at myself, I won't wear anything other than big baggy clothes and I have given up on looking nice, I just feel like a monster