Hello,

*Support During Severe Health Deterioration and Disability*

I am currently experiencing a serious and life-altering health crisis that has left me unable to work, study, or function independently.

Over several years, I received NHS treatment that I believe did not meet my needs and may have contributed to a significant deterioration in my physical and psychological health. At present, the NHS has not accepted that anything went wrong.

Due to the severity of my condition, lack of capacity, and absence of support, I have not yet been able to pursue formal complaints, investigations, or legal action.

This fundraiser is not about assigning blame or asking anyone to judge fault. It exists because I am unwell, disabled, and need help now.

*Health impact and disability*

During my treatment, I was prescribed antipsychotic medication. Following this period, I experienced severe and lasting physical side effects, including significant body changes, gastrointestinal problems, and worsening of existing physical disability. These changes have had a profound impact on my mobility, physical comfort, and self-image.

I now live with chronic physical distress, reduced mobility, and increased functional limitations. Everyday activities such as walking, self-care, and leaving the house are difficult and, at times, unsafe. I also experience severe psychological distress related to the physical changes and loss of independence.

I am currently seeking independent medical assessments to properly understand my condition, the long-term implications, and appropriate treatment options.

I require private psychiatric and therapeutic regular support which I can't afford and manual physiotherapy which I can't sustain. There are some alternatives to manual physiotherapy that long term would be cheaper(purchase of specialist equipment) but they require stable housing situation due to bulkiness and value of said equipment as it needs appropriate care.

*Current situation*

I am unable to work and have no stable income.

I have been badly verbally abused, harassed, stalked and threatened in my last 3 housings including cyber violence, coercive control, threats with weapons and financial massive extortion by co tenants involving landlord collusions, 2x unlawful evictions involving threats, harassment and intimidations and I endured traumatic financial losses having to stay out of housing to keep myself safe from abusive aggressive people with drinking issues and in some cases unemployed, or repaying hefty mortgages and targeting vulnerable victims. As I have already severe health issues such abuse have made me flee housing, rendered me unable to use kitchen as I was mostly targeted by abusers in communal areas-mostly people with untreated mental disorders. During one of move outs I have been shouted at in such ways I haven't been able to enter property prior to landlord intervention.

Due to such behaviours and abuse where I don't believe my young age, disabilities, general and vulnerability should make me victim of other people who are unable to deal with their own job, financial and health issues I have lost over past 2 years my lifetime savings. Police was alerted, I begged social services for help and NHS too to NO REACTION, no support, no safeguarding and perpetrators of abuse and extortion have been left free to roam around and harm others.

This housing abuse by co tenants have left me shattered, with severe mental health illness and panic disorder, fear of people and I already suffer from CPTSD which is left untreated by NHS.

I struggle to meet basic daily needs and to access timely, appropriate care through the NHS. It's been now about 2 years without needed:

-orthopaedic care

-zero needed pain relief/ massages/hydrotherapy needed to support exercises

- no physiotherapy

-no referral for needed electric wheelchairs to aid long distance mobility issues and enable me to work

-no referral for IPS employment placement support despite months of unemployment and severally disturbed employment in last 4 years since wrongful medications which shattered my life were given

-no referrals for reconstructive body surgeries to get my body EXACTLY to what it was pre medical abuse

I have no consistent practical support and am trying to manage a complex health situation alone. No appropriate social services support, my social worker failing to understand my situation and communication impairments arising from NHS inflicted psychiatric damages.

*Why I need help*

The funds raised will be used to support essential health, mobility, and daily living needs, including:

-Mobility and rehabilitation support, including a hydrotherapy mat and physiotherapy-related aids

-An electric wheelchair to maintain independence, reduce injury risk, and enable basic participation in daily life

-Reconstructive body surgeries (including breast reduction/lift and abdominal surgery) sought to reduce physical strain, improve mobility, manage pain, and address severe distress caused by physical changes and disability

-Private medical assessments, reports, and therapy not accessible through the NHS

-Basic living costs such as food, transport, utilities, and housing-related needs while I am unable to work

These procedures and supports are not cosmetic in nature. They are aimed at restoring function, reducing physical burden, managing pain, and supporting psychological stability in the context of disability and serious health decline.

*Important clarification*

I am not alleging proven wrongdoing, and I am not asking donors to determine liability or fault. Any future complaints, investigations, or legal steps—if I am able to pursue them—will follow appropriate formal processes.

This fundraiser exists solely to help me stabilise my health, maintain basic dignity and independence, and survive a period of severe illness and disability.

Any support, including sharing this page, would make a meaningful difference.

Thank you,

Anna And on photo is me with my cat Gina whom I needed to re-home in December 2022-7 months after negligent prescribing took place and 3 months after NHS ex GP made me lose my employment of 10,5 years.

It's been HELL evr since and I can't do this anymore and if I don't receive any needed help and healthcare I am afraid I may do something to myself.

Ideally, if my situation improves I would like to be able to adopt a cat, preferably disabled/unwanted elder to fill void in my heart after losing Gigi and to give love to somebody who is like me-disabled, unwanted, not good/attractive enough and just unloved.

Due to NHS doings I have lost all my friends in UK and I have been barely able to see my family in past 6.5 years(include covid-19 difficulties) where my grandma is over 90 years old and our time together is limited and slowly coming to end despite her still being relatively okay for the moment. All of It and fact state funded actors from taxpayers money have cause me such harm breaks my heart and injustice I feel is massive. I have nobody to talk with about all of that as random people have no idea what I feel and only relief is reading stories of other NHS victims as sadly there is no support groups for people who have been harmed by NHS(regardless is harm has been legally recognized).

It's really internally destructive and consuming me from inside harm caused to me.