As many of you know, Tony was diagnosed with multiple myeloma 4 years ago. He was in remission. This past month, he woke up not responding to me. His blood pressure was 44/33. I called 911, and they got the same blood pressure. They admitted him to ICU. He was septic and going into kidney failure. He is now home and has dialysis three times a week. They stopped chemotherapy for now. He needs another bone marrow biopsy and a kidney biopsy.

I had to give up my babysitting job because I couldn’t take the chance of Tony getting sick. That was our food money and anything else we needed. My granddaughter and her friend are staying with us. They help with the driving and running around for us. Tony can no longer drive, and I never did. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I don’t make doctor's appointments for me because he has so many. We get a social security check, but after paying bills, copays, and over-the-counter medication that he needs, there is very little left. Who knows what the future holds. I just want my husband, lover, and best friend back. Please help if you can. Thank you in advance.