
Support Tiffany Compton in Breathing with Ease
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Hi Friends and Family.
I edited my original post from December because things have changed.
Unfortunately there is no pleasant way to say this.
I’m dealing with a life-threatening breathing issue.
My airway is closing again and now it’s more serious and complicated than before my surgery in December. My airway is at less than 5% capacity.
I also found out that I’ve been living with a trachea defect since 2007 from my previous surgeries, which has caused damage to my lungs and several other organs.
Right now these are possibilities I’m facing:
1. Experimental trachea reconstruction surgery with unknown outcomes
2. Permanent tracheostomy with the possibility of never being able to speak again
3. Hospice
I don’t like any of these options and I’ve felt just about every overwhelming feeling as I process this information.
I don’t feel ready to die.
For most of my life I didn’t want to be alive and I almost lost my life in 2004 from a suicide attempt.
Now here I am with death looking at me straight in the eyes from an inch away - something I would have been eager to accept a decade ago - and I don’t want it.
I’m not afraid to die, but I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am today. For the last few years, despite many difficult changes and challenges, I’ve experienced abundant delight and enjoyment from being alive. I have received so much from many people and resources to get here.
To die now after all I’ve been through feels like a waste. I feel incomplete with my work in the world to help others discover the beauty of life and embodiment despite a world of immense challenges, pain, and trauma.
I can’t die feeling I’ve taken more than I have given.
I still have work to do and gifts to share.
Since June I’ve missed a lot of work due to respiratory illnesses while I simultaneously experienced several very large unexpected expenses. The last 8 months I had covid, flu, pneumonia, trachea surgery, and now my airway is less than 5% open because of tracheal stenosis. I’ve exhausted my savings. And now I’m unable to give in-person sessions for work due to difficulty breathing.
For the safety of my life, I am resting at home. Since I won’t be able to work in person, run errands, or perform many home tasks for the foreseeable future, I am asking for help.
If you feel inspired to support my life and my breath by donating towards my expenses, I am beyond grateful to receive.
Also, thank you for sending me and my throat love, prayers, peace, expansion, and grounding energy.
Thank you for your support as I navigate this life-changing transition.
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Tiffany Compton
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Carlsbad, CA