My name is Teddy Palmer and i hate having to do this! I have never been one to ask for help. I am divorced and it seems i lost all hope. Im also in dialysis 3 times a week for 4 hours. I would always put my work and people before me, because i have constantly known that i don't matter.

I have been through major bouts of depression, tried to mask it through work. But that has not worked out as I am currently unemployed. I have lost trust and faith in most people, much less in myself. I was on my way to my dialysis appointment and my truck wouldn't start.

I really don't know what else to do. I just want to get healthy, physically and mentally. When I go back to work I want to be able to give it 100% and I can't do that in the state I'm in at this moment.

This is really hard for me!