Please help—I'm numb with shock, frozen in fear, and really need assistance. In late 2025, my soulmate Christian, who I shared twelve years with, developed serious medical problems. Although he seemed to be on the path to medically improve, there was a swift deterioration and he developed multisystem organ failure. Christian died two days after Christmas, leaving me devastated and struggling to process the loss.

The shock of his death was compounded by the loss of his youngest child, age 11, from our home—a child I helped raise for ten years. On top of this, I am still paying off debt associated with my mother's death in late 2024, as well as non-medical costs associated with Christian requiring medical treatment on the mainland while we were en route to my mother's funeral. We were not married, so there is no life insurance, benefits, or other financial help. My grief is so deep. Our home is filled with over ten years of Christian's and his son's belongings, and with my crushed heart, I am physically, mentally, and spiritually struggling to deal with all of their possessions and the other affairs associated with Christian's sudden death. The pain of losing both Christian and the child I loved as my own, along with the financial strain from these back-to-back tragedies, has left me overwhelmed and fearful for the future.

With financial support, I will be able to pay rent, utilities, make repairs, and deal with the non-medical debt that occurred during Christian's mainland hospitalizations. This would also allow me time to go through the belongings of both Christian and his youngest son, and help me manage the overwhelming responsibilities I now face. I have a strong faith in God and trust that, with the kindness of others, I can find hope and healing. If you are unable to help financially, please consider sharing my story and keeping me and all involved in your prayers. Your support, in any form, means more than words can express.