I hate doing this. I am 3 months behind on many things due to a major stroke.. I was hospitalized for. I had paralysis in right half of my body and a small vascular brain tumor. They have scanned now my thoracic and some of my vertebrae are bleeding. I just went through 4 brutal spine cauterizations awake . I had 2 and then a major stroke then had 2 more spinal procedures. This is a lot to juggle with my leg just becoming useable this week. I still have a limp and aphasia. Aphasia affects my speech and typing and slurring,lisp or repeat words or put them in the wrong order or sometimes random words happen in a sentence or I lose my voice and typing involves 8 edits to get 2 letter words to my hands. A very weird thing to deal with on top of everything. My eye sight was also badly affected..As some of you know I have been living off grid 2 years to try to attempt to buy a crappy little house. However my body is falling apart. I need to be an indoor person and get in a more comfortable situation and I have not given up. I am trying to work,but the last 3 months has just been trying to regain use of my right side. I hate doing ita go fund me. Except I am really in a deep hole and it's extremely difficult for me to ask for help.. The RV park I am in is terrible and I am behind on my office rent too. Thanks for any help. This is my 2nd stroke in a year one year ago I had a mini stroke and now a major stroke. This is my 3rd stroke due to the heavy damage in my cervical spine from an assault that happened long ago. The strokes didn't occur because of the brain lesion. They were caused by skull swelling and then catching e coli in the hospital yay... It's an uphill battle I am not exactly winning. So far there's no solutions. Neurology has said I will continue to be high risk for another one and other neurological incidents.. thanks anything helps. I am deeply sorry for having to do this ,but the 70lb drop in weight the no eating and now I can't find my cat who I think died. It's all too much. I can't even take him to a vet if I wanted if I ever see him again. Thank you