June 1 and 8 October on Wednesday and I was with that woman for over 20 years and we were building a life together and well we did not work out the way we had planned. It’s fine as her final rest in peace place goes her son‘s gonna get the ashes and that’s the most important thing And that’s all that matters. I’ve asked a lot of community help me a lot. I haven’t quite reached my goal. I’m trying to build my entire life something I know it’s hard for people to understand, but we work as a unit and now half my unit is gone, and I barely know how to function if anybody out there could help with anything. I need control arms for my car. I just had to put a chance on my cars, which I thought they hadn’t chance doesn’t matter. I need to make sure my phone bill is paid and I need to find game for employment. I had to pack up my entire life of 20 years and moved to a brand new state and tried to start over and if anybody could find it in their heart to help at least so I can get my vehicles. I misspoke my vehicle. I have a Mitsubishi outlander and it needs front control lines. A man said he can get me the parts for $150 for another 250 he can put them in. That would help go a long ways towards being able to get and keep a job. I spent the man week doing nothing but trying to take care of this Tragedy. I find myself in and I haven’t given myself any time to take care of myself or grieve or do anything and it’s starting to get tough. If anybody out there could or would help me it would mean a very well could mean the difference between life and death I also have my father poisoning my family against me so I have nobody to lean on for love and support which is more important in a lot of cases than money