My name is Nas, l’m not sure where to begin. My mother and father have both passed away from cancer. My mom back in 2019 and my dad this year March 2nd 2026. My father left me the home that i grew up in which I am extremely grateful. However there are a-lot of things that need to be done to take care of the house. From the water mainline that needs to be replaced to the Estate attorney retainer and other fees. Getting rid of the home is not an option this is where i reside and my parents worked too hard for me to give up. I am the only child and I do work two jobs. However it is not enough to take on this huge responsibility. I didn't expect his death to happen so soon one minute he was winning the battle the next he was gone. I haven’t even had the chance to greave because my anxiety is through the roof trying to figure out things. Im trying my hardest not to slip into depression but its easir said than done. I try to always handle and do things on my own but this time I can’t. It’s embarrassing and frustrating but I cant do this on my own. Any help would be kindly and graciously appreciated, thank-you so much.