Greetings friends and family. Well, there have been a lot of ups and downs since I relocated to Mexico in 2020, My husband (now X) and I after both of us surviving life threatening health issues we decided to leave NY and peruse a healthier less stressful life to recover. The original plan was to buy a piece of land and build an air B&B and live happily ever after........Mid-stream after buying the land and starting the build things changed, my husband's condition unfortunately was worsening and what happily ever after was to him at the time we made these plans together was no longer his idea of happily ever after to him anymore, so he left me here alone. I don't have a retirement fund or a savings worth a pile of beans because in good faith I invested all my money in our marriage instead, thinking I would live happily ever after with my X. Instead of a settlement he agreed to send conditional support for 2 years, which he recently reduced so I have been getting by on that, it barely covered my food, rent electric and transportation and a worker that I pay 15 dollars a day to help me maintain my property and with the recent reduction I cannot afford to feed my dog Sally twice a day and I no longer eat breakfast along with many other cost cutting. I do not splurge on ANY luxuries, I can't. For 4 years I have been renting a crude house near the property but now the landlords are evicting me, there is no other rentals in the area the town is tiny with less then 100 people. I need to make a safe permanent place for myself to live. I have been scrimping and saving a tiny bit of money (my pile of beans) and squirreling away and "obsconding" as many free materials I can to build a tiny house. I have been through a lot in my life, and I really need peace of mind and a safe place to rest my head. At this point after the build, I have no idea how I'm going to feed myself I don't have an income after this until my SSI kicks in, this December is when my X vowed to cut off "alimony" completely. I live so remotely there are no job opportunities, and the area is very poor so making and selling art, goods and services are not a promising option. Clara and Irene, my two chickens are my starter food sources (eggs), and once I'm on my land, I can tend a garden. I have some young un-bearing fruit trees and a couple of mature lime and guayabas that fruit and my bananas in which I am currently watching my first one sprout, Macho Plantains. I hope to get some sheep for meat, milk and to sell and maybe make some wool products from. The problem is that I may not even have enough money to finish the build let alone get water and electricity. But I will make that leap of faith and go forward with this plan, I have no choice. And NO, I AM NOT GOING BACK TO THE UNITED STATES (which is far from its name's sake....not so United States anymore....) I cannot live with or near any "Karens". I'm recovering from PTSD from my last relationship so I can no longer live the lifestyle people are forced to endure in the US, I started working at 16 years old to support myself and I worked 2-3 jobs for over 40 years, it was killing me. The chemical and altered foods, the chem trailed skies, the toxic river and streams, the weather warfare, the FORCED medical and big Pharma agendas are not a healthy environment. I'm sensitive and very aware of the general negative energy of the brainwashed people and their attitudes, the barrage of negative and alarming media and the unstable economy. The profound changes in the physical and mental health of the people and vaccine shedding keeps me awake at night. Then the lack of freedom of how and where I can live and the lack of alternative opportunities prevents me from finding a safe and healthy place there. I suffer from microwave toxicity and there is virtually no escaping that; I cannot live near cell towers or smart meters or "wified" neighborhoods...the vibrational energy in the US is so low being there was like living in the back seat of a ghetto lowrider with a subwoofer looking to mate with Godzilla. I know there are some great reasons to live in the US but for me the bad finally outweighed the good and I cannot thrive and be healthy there anymore, I was dying slowly. So here I am today working on "Plan B, Operation Tiny House ". A kind friend suggested I start a go fund me and I thought about it.....I need a solar set up (2,000 USD minimum) so I can pump water from a spring 400 meters from my planned house. I need concrete block, rebar and other building materials. I need to buy more chickens and sheep to survive on the land, I have always been a generous person myself when I was making money and I never asked for help in the past. I really need help now and if anyone is willing to usher in some of my years of banked Karma, I'm ready to gratefully accept. I will always leave my door open to anyone in need and would love to have the company. I'm alone now and understand what it's like to have hard times so "Mi Casa Es Su Casa" even if it is just a tarp and some concrete block....I'm resourceful and I will even whip up a hot meal for you. Thank you for listening and love to you all.