I need desperate help please,do to severe illness,financial.

I am still very sick and having multiple hospital visits, after the surgeries they can't find where this raging infection is coming from and I'm very scared. The stress on my body, my PTSD and anxiety has put high stress on my internal organs which has activated my pancreatitis multiple times this year, my stomach, intestines, gerds, esophagus, I had to have an colonoscopy, endoscopy and AEUS, I had polyps in my intestines which were pre-cancerious and removed. They had to go into my pancreas which is dangerous because it's not the same as other organs, has no defense against infections, there were lesions, and masses they had to take for biopsy, no results yet because they had to send to Dell hospital cancer specialist team, escalation hospital. To be honest I'm scared out of my mind, my sister passed from this, RIP sissy Jeanette.

I need to get to the Neurosurgeon for my back and neck, A pain specialist and my gastronologist but I don't have proper insurance . I've reached out to hundreds of places for help, Texas doesn't have much help for indigent older people. I've asked for help from the churches and they helped a little, they will only help once a year and max $250 for water and power, can't ask them anymore. I have no family to ask, they are all passed away, friends seem short at this time as they are all having there own medical issues. I'm begging people on here can find it in their hearts to please help, any amount small or anything $1, $5, $10. I never ask for help, never been in this position before, I'm humiliated and embarrassed to my soul. Thank you for reading this, please help, if you cannot I understand.. I have not been able to work as I'm weak, in extreme pain and can't pay anything. I am now being evicted, my landlord is not being patient or caring, as I've help him and have been here 9 years and always paid, even though the closure. I would like to keep my power electricity, water and phone on while I'm still here, I can't even afford my prescriptions. I was hospitalized for about 3 months and keep ending up back there,, i can't even eat and in constant pain, lost 30lbs in a month, not good. If you have any questions about what I'm dealing with or my sickness, please message, text or call me. I need lots of prayer, I don't know what I'm going to do or live.