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Hello everyone!

I’m Kimberly and I want to live!!

I'm scared of what’s next in this life and coming to you with my humble appreciation and gratitude for your listening ears and hearts. Coming before my peers and future friends was extremely hard to do.

I want to actually LIVE a good, healthy, wealthy lifestyle! I'm tired of just being here alive on earth and truly, for once, I actually want to enjoy living! And not just in constant survival mode. I need to live with financial freedom and be able to help my children and grandchildren. I need to be able to travel the world, find the best physicians, medical professionals, internal medicine specialists, and cosmetic specialists.

I have to be able to afford all my medications and medical equipment. I need to be able to afford the best in modern medicine and holistic care. If necessary, move myself and loved ones anywhere in the world financially. I would love to buy the healthiest food and hire a nutritionist and dietitian to help reverse these diseases. I love fashion and interior design and want to get well and operate many great businesses.

I have a special place for displaced individuals and those needing help with housing. To be wealthy, buy a home, land, my dream car, leave behind generational wealth, adopt, and give so much love and experiences to underprivileged children.

I’m asking for help to accomplish my life’s goals and journey. The journey of my life, I was on before becoming so ill that most days I can barely make it out of bed. Please allow me to be the beam of hope that we all pray and wish for, and which we all have worked hard for each and every day. Some people were born into their blessings whilst others like myself had a different route. And I’m a true believer in loving and cherishing each other equally.

This is extremely hard for me as I have needed to ask for help since 2022. And I just felt so ashamed and embarrassed even though it’s out of my control. I find myself crying more than I can even blink my eyes. And I’m really exhausted and tired.

As I have always been a very private individual and prideful, too ashamed to ask for help monetarily. And in my life, the few times I have, I was always met with a no or excuses. I learned at a very young age when you are the strong person and try to figure it all out.

People always see you as strong and able to figure it all out alone. And for the most part, I have been able to do so since 9 years old.

I started doing hair at the age of 9 years old and had my first actual job at the age of 14 years old, even making my first car payment lol. My ambitions, hard work, and determination took me a long way from Alabama.

And I continued to work multiple jobs whilst in school, using my God-given talents as a hairstylist, interior designer, and love for fashion. I’m the oldest of five children from a single mother and the eldest of 10 plus on my father’s side of the family. I have always been the one that’s helped everyone in my life.

And today, I need your help and can’t do this alone.

Many days I have wished to close my eyes and drift off into the unknown or, as we all hope, a beautiful place without pain and suffering! The selfish thoughts of leaving this world and all I endure daily. I see the water or shock fill up medical staff eyes, saying to me you’re too young and beautiful to have so much going on medically. The medication given is to just keep you asleep all day and night. It doesn’t make you feel better at all.

I understand in America it is better for the big tech pharmaceutical companies to keep you sick!! I’m tired of being sick, struggling each day. I want to live my life better than I can imagine.

However, I’m still waking up each day fighting so many illnesses that should be impossible for one human. I never could’ve imagined being disabled at only 44 years young!

I worked so hard and was careful about my future. Yes, I definitely made plenty of mistakes and sacrifices along the way.

By the age of 20 years, I was a single parent and by the age of 23, a single parent of two boys.

Being a single mother that has experienced child molestation, child abuse, black eyes, and being used as the household babysitter by the absent parent. Many of you have also been victims too, and I’m sorry!

Abuse stays with us our entire lives and shows up in many ways. I found myself always trying to save everyone and my empathy got me hurt. I was in abusive relationships and my teeth were knocked out.

I have been beaten with a gun for turning down a monster sexually. Just so many horrifying life events that in today’s society would be a Netflix blockbuster.

This caused me to always do the complete opposite of what I witnessed or endured as a child and young adult.

I worked even harder to provide love, safety, happiness, peace, and financial support for my children. I was determined to move them out of a state that praised poverty and gang life.

My oldest son has 2 beautiful twin daughters. He’s still trying to figure out life and needs financial assistance. My youngest son will be entering his senior year of college this year. And I would like to be able to help him this year and make the load a little easier.

In 2014, I made the decision to move out of state. I had enough saved up and was familiar with snowbirds in Florida. The plan was to pay 6 months for a fully furnished condo upfront while looking for a house.

I did just that and ended up dealing with thieves that stole every dime to my name, causing my family to become homeless overnight. No money for an attorney and in Florida, you must be a resident for 1 year to qualify for legal aid. This was the first time I encountered racism and discrimination at every corner.

It was a complete nightmare and we worked harder than ever. This is when I noticed my health really started to decline. We dealt with many racist and sadistic people along the journey of trying to get back home. I wasn’t going back to Alabama. I worked really hard and applied for employment in Texas.

It took many years and hard work to finally gain some stability.

Employers don’t care how excellent you are at your job. When you are sick and have to be hospitalized, they find any reason to lay you off. And a lot of states are at-will employers. I would have blisters on my feet and swelling so large I couldn’t wear shoes.

I haven’t been able to work since 2021!! Can you imagine going 4 years without income? Most of us can’t survive 4 days as most people are living paycheck to paycheck. In 2021, my health declined and has only gotten worse each day. In May 2021, I lost my grandmother who was closest to my heartbeat, my diary, and confidant. The same day I lost my grandma to breast cancer, I started a miscarriage that lasted a month of gruesome pain mentally and physically. I have cataracts, glaucoma, chronic major depression disorder, cancer, anxiety, COPD, chronic asthma, bronchitis, degenerative disc disease, spinal stenosis, chronic migraines, vertigo, hypertension, type 2 diabetes, cicatricial alopecia, bulging discs, epilepsy, and I’m certain I have forgotten a few. I also apologize for my grammar errors and mistakes.

I lost my hair during the time of the company stealing all of our money and becoming homeless! I don’t remember exactly when; I was too busy busting my butt trying to survive.

And when I did get insurance to see the dermatologist, they conducted a biopsy and determined I have scarring alopecia. I have been told the only way to grow my hair back is with a hair transplant.

In 2022, my father passed from heart failure and COVID. Two weeks after my father passed, my grandfather passed. I contracted COVID at the same time as my father. At this time, I was ending my first trimester with what I hoped was the miracle baby. I was hospitalized for almost 2 months and miscarried.

COVID damaged me far beyond that period of time. I was lucky (not) enough to receive the long-term disability benefits of what COVID can do to the body besides death. I have life-dependent expensive medical equipment and medications that I can’t afford if health insurance is taken away!!

My father was very concerned about my health and finances being so ill. He requested that I file for disability insurance as I have worked my entire life and paid into the system. I really just wanted to get well and earn money as I always have.

However, one of my physicians knew that I really needed it and my health is just not in any way possible to gain employment. He reached out to a foundation and started my disability claim in April 2022.

That office closed down and my claim was denied. I appealed and was denied. However, the SSI adjudicator stated I definitely should have been awarded. Then I found an attorney who was sure we were going to win. I was sent to the government’s doctors, medical and psychiatry testing, appointments, and along with the work expert specialist.

Who all unanimously stated I am permanently disabled and cannot work even part-time.

The ALG denied me on her own personal prejudice. She knew that I suffer from memory loss and asked a vague question to be deceitful. It was absolutely no reason to go against all medical experts' advice. I can’t go into detail as I have filed an appeal last year.

And they haven’t even looked at it.

I never thought the day would come that some people are so heartless and just willfully stealing your hard-earned money paid into the system! I feel they want us to perish and keep our benefits! We worked our entire lives and we are supposed to have in case of emergency.

You can get in a wreck today and become disabled! You can find out today you have cancer! I never smoked a day in my life. And I have had two different types of cancers.

Newborn babies are born with disabilities. If you were fired today just because of your race, political party, or illnesses, could you survive 4 years living in this world??

Sometimes people forget they are human and life can happen to you in the blink of an eye!

My theory is the body is just like a pack of meat! All meat goes bad eventually and if you are blessed to live long enough, you will endure some form of pain mentally, physically, or emotionally. And unfortunately, we cannot even look to the government we honor to protect and serve our people anymore.

I have tried to purchase life insurance and not leave the burden on my children. As my father served in the Army and even then the military policy wasn’t a help any longer.

However, I have been denied the right to purchase life insurance because of my health conditions.

So I don’t want anyone else coming asking for help to bury me. I’m coming to you all for help to LIVE and be able to afford to take care of those expenses myself. I don’t know how much time I have left in this world.

I would love to live it as if it was my last in a good way from this day forward and become the inspiration to so many people like myself.

And I pray to in the future be a blessing to others. No donations are too small as they all come from your hearts. And I pray that in the future, I will get to meet every last one of you who will become my friends and family. A part of my story and legacy!

Thank you so much!

Be Blessed. We got this!!

Kimberly