Support Jose in Overcoming Financial Hardship

Hello. My name is Jose. Some of you might know me by my gaming name as Numick. Most of you know my grandfather passed away last year. We finally put him to rest in december. Due to the cost and flying him to puerto rico, I am struggling at the moment. Before I left to put him to rest my car broke down. What I thought was going to be an easy fixed turned out to be over $1000. Due to the events of paying to put my grandfather at rest I had to prioritize what money i had from working into the bills that were coming up. I've even put off getting married to my fiance of 8 years now because we just haven't been able to afford it.

My overall goal is $4000. I understand that its a big amount and I'm not expecting to reach it. Any little bit helps. Currently my hours at work have been reduced to 11 hours a week and im on a per diem on call basis.

Unfortunately now I am behind on some other bills and can't get the funding to fix my car due to my hours being cut at work. I live in a seasonal area and its hard to find dull solid work hours during the winter time. I am a little emberassed to be doing a GoFundme because I am not the one to be asking for help, but at this time I really need it. Some of you know that I streamed on twitch which was helping me with income. My PC unfortunately broke down a few years ago and haven't been able to stream. I have a gaming laptop, but that wont allow me to stream like I want to. I've put off what I loved doing to take care of what needed to be done first.

If you could donate I would gladly appreciate it or even spread the word out. I am forever grateful to every single one of you that I met and made relationships with. I'm not the type to put myself out there when I am struggling, but at this point I don't know what else to do.