This is embarrassing to even ask, but I am struggling financially since Roger's death. I didn't realize how much he contributed to our household. The expenses have become overwhelming Jason is 16 and eats no stop . I had to pay the property taxes.

. Jason's appetite, vehicle insurance, re-registering all our vehicles. Jason just got contacts. I had to replace brakes on the Jeep and Chrysler. The Jeep broke down, and I had to have it towed and have the drive shaft replaced.

This year has been so difficult. I work so hard, but I am getting more depressed because I am treading water and getting nowhere. When someone dies, you have visitors that first week, but a year later, no one checks up on you. I guess I'm having a pity party. Just very stressed about our financial stability. It sucks living paycheck to paycheck. I am hardly eating so Jason can have the food I can afford. I am getting more depressed each day. If you can donate anything Jason and I would truly appreciate it.