Hi, my name is India. I am a 24-year-old young woman who lives in a very toxic and narcissistic household with my mother. I was very hesitant about making this, but the Lord has given me the okay to do this. First, I want to start with the previous situation that has led up to my current one. I was a customer service rep for Sephora in October 2024 as I was trying to build my Christian clothing brand. I was let go in January 2025, as I was a 1099 contractor, and from that point, I have been deeply exploring my calling and purpose with Jesus. Throughout my journey, I was revealed that I was unable to work due to the financial drain my mother was using me for (Her bills & wants), which caused me many issues. I have experienced childhood & Adulthood trauma that has left the relationship strained and currently irreconcilable. I have been threatened with homelessness many times because I started to gain my independence and cut the umbilical cord, and choose myself. I have faced the cusp of starving due to lack of food; my only friend and boyfriend have been very helpful with daily meals. I have been painted out to family that I am lazy, I do not care or want to help. I have been working since I was 17 and making sure that things were held together at times. 2 jobs and making sure everything stayed okay, plus the help of my grandmother for our household. I have been made out to be crazy by family members for my beliefs in Jesus and His word and promises. I've held out strong, but I need an out. I am not sure what my mother is capable of doing, as she is a very spiteful person, so I do not feel safe, and I do not feel loved or respected. Yes, I am not perfect, I have my faults, but not a lot where it would cause this. I have trust in the Lord's plan for me and have hope. Any donation would be very much appreciated and extremely helpful. I thank you all in advance. May the Lord bless you for loving a stranger.