Support for the loss of RAZO #BBC family

I lost my lil brother on June 29th . A day after my birthday . He was shot and eternally bleeding and didn't make it I don't know how to accept and take this in . He had just turned 18 on Feb 3rd , graduated , and Soo good at heart . I guess God needed a solider but this is Soo hard for the family to accept . Leaving my youngest brother hurt because he looked up to him and was supposed to be here when he got home . My grandma is heart broken and just went through a stroke so we're trying to arrange this without her giving up on the family . Please , whatever anyone can help with will be highly appreciated and we will be updating on his upcoming arrangements. I am his one and only big sister . I didn't even get to tell him he's about to be a uncle I miss him everyday I wake up knowing I won't be seeing him coming home anymore . But I am willing to be strong and maintain what I believe he would of wanted for us I love u baby boy . RAZOFAMILY4LIFE