Support for sudden and unexpected loss of my brother

This is by far the most difficult thing for me to write. Asking for help is already hard for many, but under these circumstances, the pain is indescribable. After work on April 25, I recieved a call no person should ever have to, that my brother was gone. I do not want to speak publicly on the circumstances of the death, but it will be said that it was sudden and unexpected, something no one could prepare for. I have no proper last goodbye, no preparation. He was supposed to visit me after years of no contact due to bad family circumstances, I was only waiting for the snow to thaw.

The funeral will be across the country, my boyfriend over in the UK is doing everything in his power to get a passport fast enough. I am falling between reality and delirium, I will be in no condition to work for a while. The service obviously will not be cheap either.

This fundraiser will fund any and all things needed in this time: travel, the service, or even just sustaining myself in this time.

Any donation, no matter how small, will help.