Support for my husky, Rose who needs urgent medical care.

my name is jeremy, i go by my middle name.

and i was very hesitant to do a gofundme as i was doxxed growing up and i dont like to put out personal information. but my baby girls medical issues are getting worse and worwse and i can only do so much. it pains me that all i can do is put a cone on her and dry off her injuries and give her antibiotics or whatever else it may be.

shes a husky, and her name is rose. shes 10 year old now and shes my everything.

she was there for me through all the grief i went through and with my father passing away almost 2 years ago leaving me to help my mother and two little girls we only have so much money. im broke, i have not even 30 dollars to my name as of writing this. and its so frustrating that i cant give the one i love most the help she needs.

ive never been one for accepting charity, or even gifts for that matter, im pretty stubborn in that regard. but i cant take this anymore. i cant keep telling myself thingsll get better. because they arent, and they wont. from within a year she has had what i assume are cysts, skin issues, infected hotspot, fleas, etc to the point where she even bit herself so much she was soaked in blood. or get an infection from just not getting proper medication or whatever she may require.

i broke down recently wondering if i should give her away to a home that can take care of her. but i deluded myself into thinking i could do that and not become a mess, unable to care for my family.

im asking anyone out there who sees this, please, any little bit helps. i dont know how much itll cost, im going to call around and see if i can find a cheap enough checkup but unfortunately i dont think i can even afford that. im at the mercy of any passerby whos willing to help a stranger and their beloved fluffy child.

there will be photos after this that might be unnerving or even gross. please keep that in mind.