I'm not sure how to do this or say this, but we are needing to put my/our baby down. She battles with fistulas and allergies really bad. We have been battling this for a few years now. A couple of months ago, we took her to the vet, and he recommended putting her down and said her quality of life is unfair to her. I did not have the heart to do it that day, so they gave her some antibiotics and a shot, which had stopped the bleeding temporarily. The shot is supposed to help for 6 months.

But this morning, Kiana called me and told me she had a complete breakthrough with bleeding again, dripping all over my dad's garage floor. This is the absolute hardest because she has such an amazing personality and things don't tend to slow her down much. I had called a lady a while ago about doing an at-home passing followed by a cremation, but the cost is out of reach for me.

I'm not sure how to do this, nor am I sure that I am strong enough. This girl is my rock and my best friend and has been for the last 11 years. I honestly hoped that she would pass in her sleep for my own sanity, but I cannot continue to let her go through this because of my own selfish needs of not wanting to let go. I couldn't ask for a better best friend, confidant, and emotional support animal. We have been through so much together, from major surgeries a few years ago to just being my bestie. If you ever had the chance to meet her, she has so much love and personality. Miss Paso!

Please share this, and if you cannot help, please just share and say some prayers because I need them right now. Thank you for listening. I'm so sorry.