I wanted everyone to hear from me. Yesterday, I lost my husband, my best friend, the love of my life. Let me rephrase, because I selfishly say “my,” but he was so much more—he was a son, a brother, a grandson, a friend, and his biggest accomplishment, a father. Jordan was the Ying to my Yang. He was my home, my safe place, my best friend, my husband. This doesn’t seem real; it all feels like a terrible nightmare I can’t wake up from. I can’t wrap my head around why this happened. Yesterday morning, I hugged and kissed him goodbye as he left for work like any normal day. I had no idea that would be the last time. I desperately wish I could have held on to him and that moment and never let go. I wish I would have told him how much I love him and that he and River were my biggest dream come true.

Now, I am facing the unimaginable—planning a funeral and trying to find a way forward for our family. The sudden loss has left us with unexpected expenses, and I want to make sure Jordan is honored in the way he deserves. The funds raised will help cover funeral costs and provide support for his sons, River and Kye, as we navigate this difficult time.

Any support, no matter how small, would mean the world to us as we try to honor Jordan’s memory and care for our family.