Hi Family and Friends. As some of you know I am terminally ill and recently things have been getting worse. I end up in the hospital every week or so now. Not even knowing how I got there from the Ammonia levels that rise from my liver and put me unconscious. I am concerned that I will not have the funds to have myself cremated and waked. The only person I have left is my brother and he is on disability. Any help that any of those of you that are my friends would be gratefully appreciated. I am embarrassed to even have to ask but that is the reality of the position I am in right now. I also feel like I am too young to say goodbye and I am scared as well. I really thought I had another 20 years in me. God takes us when he needs us. I am currently in a rehab/nursing home in North Adams. I came out here to be with my brother because he had been living out here. I wish I was back near Revere so I could say goodbye in person to some people. I miss some friends and I know there are many of you that care about me. I am grateful for that as well. With that I will end. I will hopefully e able to look over all of you when I am gone. xoxo