My name is Joshua, and I am reaching out during the most difficult moment of my life. My mother, Maria Davila Carmen—known to friends and family as Carmen—was not only my mom, but my only family. She was a fighter, always doing her best to stay strong for both of us, even as she faced serious health challenges. Carmen had only one lung and struggled with other health issues, but she never let that stop her from living and loving those around her.

Recently, Carmen caught COVID-19. I spent the last 14 days by her side, visiting her in the hospital, caring for her pets, and making sure our bills were paid. I did everything I could to support her and keep our lives together, even as I felt myself starting to break down. On the 13th day, I was diagnosed with the flu and could no longer visit her. It was devastating to be separated from her when she needed me most. Despite being on life support, Carmen showed signs of improvement, and I held onto hope. But then, late one night, I received the call that she had passed away. In that moment, I felt completely alone, as if every part of me had shattered.

If it weren’t for the support of my friends—who stayed with me day and night—I don’t know how I would have made it through. Now, I am left to handle my mother’s final expenses, her bills, and my own needs as I try to move forward. I am asking for help, not because it’s easy, but because I have nowhere else to turn. Any support you can offer will go directly to honoring Carmen’s memory, settling her affairs, and helping me get back on my feet. I am deeply grateful for any help you can give. Thank you for being there for me in this time of need.