I am writing this at 3 in the morning with a fussy newborn in my arms, an aching back, and hair that hasn’t been brushed in 3 days. My shirt is covered in spit up and tears are falling down my cheeks as I tell my baby that everything will be alright without actually knowing that it will be.

Here’s what’s going on:

I recently gave birth to a babygirl, and though I am grateful for my healthy baby and her safe delivery, it has also brought unexpected challenges. During my recovery, I have been unable to work, and I have been denied my state disability benefits. This has made it extremely difficult to keep up with essential expenses and maintain my sanity, especially as I care for both my toddler and my newborn.

Since the birth of my son 4 years ago, l have been a stay-at-home mom, doing everything I can to provide a safe and loving environment for my children. 3 years ago Wanting to ensure my son's safety and well-being, I started a vending machine business so I could continue to stay home with him. While my business has been slowly growing, it doesn't cover all of our expenses yet, so I also work part-time at a disability agency to help make ends meet.

Recently, I faced an unexpected setback. I was denied disability benefits due to the income l receive from my vending machine business, even though it isn't enough to support us fully. I had been counting on those benefits to help me through the first few months postpartum, and learning that I wouldn't receive this supplemental income has been devastating and extremely stressful. To make matters more difficult, my children's father lost his job and has been unable to find new employment, leaving me as the sole provider for my children and uncertain of how I’m going to provide financially in this economy.

I have had financial setbacks before, but never with two children whose lives depend on me. Normally, I would just stay quiet and figure things out on my own, but my children have needs, and I cannot make them suffer due to my hyper-independent ways. I am doing everything I can to keep my children safe and secure; I just need a little bit of help.

The funds I receive from this fundraiser will go directly toward covering our rent, various bills, utilities, and other household expenses. Your support will help ensure that me and my children can remain housed, safe, and fed while I focus on getting back on my feet during this challenging time. Every contribution, no matter the size, will make a meaningful difference in our lives during this uncertain time.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read our story. Your kindness and generosity mean the world to us, and I am deeply grateful for and appreciative of any help you can provide.