I am a Pastor's Wife who has been controlled, abused, manipulated, and hurt by my husband, The Pastor. 

This is anonymous for now and only close friends know about my current situation. 

I have chosen to leave. 

I have documented part of my struggle and continue to do so on a daily basis. 

I have no finances because my husband has continued to prohibit my access to bank accounts, and has in the past prevented me from keeping any cash or debit cards even from my paying jobs.