I have been struggling for a very long time, financially, physically, emotionally. I’ve been dealing with depression and su*cidal ideation for months. My income being solely based on how much “content” I produce, but my mental health making it impossible for me to get in the correct headspace to make that content, has caused me to fall behind even more, and the weight is getting too heavy to bare. I keep losing streams of income, doors keep closing and no new ones are opening. I need a fresh start. I need some of this weight lifted. I need a miracle. I need to catch up on my bills, I need to get a car, and I need time to figure out what my next steps have to be in order to simply keep existing. Because at this point, I have nothing to work with and no one to turn to. Please help.