Support Emily's Journey to Safety

Heyo This is Emily (EmmyAwardWinner), you might know me for being a regular on JankedJesus's stream or even just knowing me irl, but rn I really need some help. I live in a abusive transphobic home that not only does not respect me for who I am but also has emotionally harmed me to the point where I'm struggling with severe depression and even suicidal ideation. My family has resorted to treating me like I'm dead to them, have been outed without my consent towards other family members, am barred from wearing skirts or dresses in my own household, and overall contempt & callousness towards my well being. In a way, my family has disowned me and initially, I was gonna strive towards being a Medical Assistant to help me get an income where I can escape, but unfortunately I've been struggling to find a new MA job since September and I haven't had the chance to grab hours at my current caretaking job due to severe depression from said abuse. A recent event has broke the camel's back for me and therefore, Am now finding the will to fight again, just to get away for the final time. Funding will be geared towards the rent and security deposit. Might need more depending on circumstance but any help would be appreciated. In the meantime, I'm gonna stream alot of retro games as an incentive, might even go after retroachievements as well. Until Then, Goodbye!