Going into as little detail as possible, last month a man did one of the most despicable things he could do to me, and even worse, it was in public. Because I didn't press charges, the police charged me with lewd acts as if I were complicit in the act. I'm scared to leave my house. I have to remain completely sober via court orders.

I just need something to occupy my time and help me get out of my head and regulate my emotions. I just need to immerse myself in fantasy, so I'm trying to get a PS5 to pretend that life isn't real until I can make it to the next court hearing.

Any help is greatly appreciated. Thank you, Emery