This is by far the hardest thing I’ve had to do. I have suffered with debilitating trauma (CPTSD) along with depression, anxiety and suicidal desires. I have recently tried everything such as ketamine, talk therapy, a trauma intensive in Nashville and most recently, TMS treatment. They’ve all done their part but I’m still barely existing. My therapist can no longer really help me until I go through a residential treatment program. She’s referred me to one that specializes in trauma, which is great. I’m ready to do the hard work to find true healing but this will require me to be out of work for 4-6 weeks and as amazing as my company is, they are small and do not have short term disability. I’m praying that this will make it fully possible to go and not disrupt Danny’s life more than it already will. I’m fighting for my life because I’ve come way too close to losing it.

Please help me.