Support Charlie Jackson After Tragic Loss

My name is Charlie Jackson. On Christmas day, I found Sandy passed away, laying on our couch. It doesn't seem real. We just moved to Sebastian, Florida, 4 years ago. I just had my 3rd neck surgery. I deal with chronic pain, and I'm asking for help because I'm all alone. I know Sandy didn't want to die the way she did. It's hard to ask for help. But thank you.