I hit a giant chunk of ice this morning and broke the radiator in my car.

I need to raise money to pay a 500$ insurance deductible and to pay for a raft trip on the canyon in March.

I'm currently between jobs and was door dashing to make ends meet, but am out of commission until my car is fixed.

As many of you know, it's been a few years of ups and downs for me, with the deaths of my sister, brother, (grand) mother, my old roomate and biological mom, in the span of two years.

It came to a head for me in November of 2023 and I started having panic attacks, insomnia, and a general numbness to, well, everything.

Thankfully, I went to therapy, saw the sleep doctor, and stayed doing the work navigating the river of grief.

Putting a large amount of my time into that process and only working part time has left me a bit financially vulnerable.

This was a very hard thing for me to do, to get over the voice of shame and embarrassment and worry about the judgements of others for asking for help...

I am so grateful to all of you, for all of you, and will hold you in my positive intentions.

One love.